Yesterday I experienced the comfort that only god can provide. It was truely amazing.

I went home very late last night. I was really scared because on one hand, I was worrying about my brother, on the other, I was also worrying about my safety. As it was after 12, it was dark and cold. In addition, I was very very tired. I was so exhuasted and yet I have to be really alert. It had been a very difficult night for me that is beyond any word to discurbe.

Yet! Thx god, I had been relying on him yesterday and experience his kindness and comfort. I also recalled from psalm 23

THe lord is my shephard, I hsall not be in want. He makes me lie down in green pastures, he leads me beside quiet waters, he restores my soul,. He guides me in paths of righeousness for his names's sake. Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil for you are with me. your rod and your staff, they comfort me. ...

The way home last night was literally the shadow of death. I was crying all the way I was so worried and so scared. THe street was seemed like the valley of death. BUT BUT BUT through it all, I relied on god and I was able to experience peace and joy in the midest of all these! That was such a wonderful feeling that I have never experienced. THat was awesome! ^^

Thx god for everything turned out great. I am convinced and confident that everything is the best that they can be. No matter what happens and how bad it seemd in the beginning, god is actually laying down his perfect plan for me for he loves us all! So have no fear man!

Jane